Dedicated to a child who, like a meteor passed through this planet in a flash. Like a radiant star, he left an impact greater than that left by people who spent a dozen times more years than he did. To his mother who is a living example of patience and uncommon resilience.
Also to all the world’s children that die before the age of five and their mothers who I respect for their fortitude and courage.
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i do not know enough about you
we spent time together only once
even then we couldn’t talk because you were still a baby
my memory of you is so hazy I’m ashamed
Of one thing I’m certain
you are an innocent little child
your life revolved around play and tantrums
you had happy moments when life was hard
all the times you laughed,cried,
sang,prayed,smiled,ate and slept
are gone forever
you fought sickness bravely
so short a life
so sudden an exit
what’s more painful is the fact that
we can’t fathom the cause of your death
our tears,pools of them cannot bring you back
i think of all the times i wasn’t too far away
when i could easily have come to visit
and shared a part of your childhood
not a hug,not a kiss, not a sweet did i give
i doubt if you knew you had a big cousin
who thought a lot about you
all those dreams i had for you
all the hopes i kept alive
have just been evaporated
i can’t believe i will never get to see you again
i never thought anyone could spend such a brief time
one minute you were getting ready for a haircut
the next you were no more
they say it was just a fall
the doctors were themselves helpless
your siblings have been robbed of a kid brother
your friends at school have lost a playmate
your departure has raised a lot of questions
but i’ll be strong and try not to ask them
for i know Allah has a reason for your creation
and He knows best why He took you away
i feel so much for my poor auntie
now that you’ve gone without so much as a goodbye
i can only imagine her grief
what fills me is regret
i never spoke to you
i never bought a chocolate for you
i do not have a photograph of you
i did not teach you A B C or 1 2 3
i do not even know your birthday
i guess its just enough that you are my cousin
i promise you with all sincerity
i will not let your memory fade away
for as long as i draw every precious breath
i will always miss you………..
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A year since and it still hurts like yesterday. Taking consolation in the words,”Verily we are from Him and verily, to Him is our return.”